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Posted by Lina Chiquita on Monday, 16 July 2007 at 9:41 pm |



Actually im so fucking stressful bt i din show it to anyone. People still c me as a slacker bt deep dwn only god noes wats goin on in my mind. So many deadlines to mit - bloody proposal, bloody presentation, bloody retest n bloody website - all to b done by nxt wk. But of course, i dun blame anyone except myself bcos yeah, i like to push evritink to e last minute.

Work was good yest cuz i gt tip frm a guest sitted at my VIP table. Honestly, ive nvr gt any tips frm sumone who handed me e $ personally.. usually if e organiser thinks we deserve it, he/she will hand a sum of $ to my captain/supervisor n then distribute amg ourselves bt yest was my 1st tym gettin tips frm sumone who actually appreciates my service. (: and it made me smile even aft working thru e psychotic hours. Oh n i hv another 2 more addition of my Fly Emirates bears since it was their big event again yest. Aft work, we went to Aym's blk n lepak while waitin fer Raul's bro n Man to cum. We all proceed to PartyWorld while Fred n Wan went home straight cuz they said they r too tired to follow.

Even aft I gt bck at 2am, I cudnt shut my eyes. Simply bcos i worried too much abt my sch stuffs n out of a sudden i teared. wtf ryte i noe. Anw I overslept n skipped my mrng class. wen i woke up, Im still damn knackered to e bones sak. Raul sent me to sch to attend my 3 hrs tutorial while he met e rest of e setans who skipped class too. Ended up raul din go sch at all. Since my attendance nt taken n i gt no mood to study, I left class during a short break wif my gf n go mit them. we disappear till class ended. sigh~ sumtimes aku wonder ape nk jadi ngn diri aku.. da la aku treat skola mcm skola bapak aku. dtg n skip class anytym aku nak.

So aft an apointment wif my doctor jz nw, we went to watch Harry Potter at Cathay. Raul was reluctant to watch bt i drag him cuz i only read e book halfway wat. Bt ah I feel tt e movie is a let down compared to e previous harry potter movies. No wonder i heard alot of negative feedbacks abt it.

Now im feeling fucked up cuz im broke all over again. Last wk alone i spent almost $100 to buy new clothes online. Yest pay is goin to finish soon alrdy.. best seh idop aku gini. k la i wan to rest. and i dun feel lyk goin to sch 2ml.