Earwax : Sehidup Semati - Juliana Banos & Indigo


"Berkat kesabaran kita , menempuhi segala, ku bersyukur kau masih setia"


Aym says this song is jz lyk Raul & me n I cudnt agree more =]


Its one of those big wars with lots of profanities n shoutings again. The insecurities again, the "i-fucking-hate-you" again, the unfairness again n blablabla. But I always believed these bumpy love rides r jz part of growing up with him. And well, u learn alot from every rlshp.

Some valuable lessons Ive pick up along our five yrs jouney,


1) it doesn't take bravery to confess a mistake, it just takes trust

2) swallow each of our own ego for our own benefit
3) to accept each other's imperfection

5) compromise compromise compromise

Ohh finally Im sane. But hell yeah, one of e lesson above wil keep repeating bcos no one in this world is perfect. Trust me, it'll b boring if ur rlshp is always smooth-sailing. well atleast for me heh.

Okay thats aside, now Scruffy's ready but Raul hvnt got his 2A license yet =( Baby failed his 1st TP few days ago n nxt TP will b lyk in January 2008! Omg tts lyk still so far sia. I guess since Scruffy cn come out alrdy and the fact tt he hvnt gt his license is causing him too much pressure? Am I e cause of it? =/ Gahh, I feel so guilty now bt I hope he'll nt feel discouraged thou. And e reason to back up his sadness is "relax dear, its rainy season nw.. mayb u fail pn ade hikmah nye.. mane tau ujan lebat sgt then tuhan tnk anitink happen to u" cehh.. am i real or wat.


Moving on, my MST will b on e 20th, 22nd n 23rd Nov. And in tt particular wk, Raul's bdae is on e 19 Nov, Non*k's Nyte on 22 Nov and I'll b goin to KL on 24-28Nov. Woah! Sounds happening bt tt MST so tk perlu man.

So today i'll finish up my elearning n then go out to town. Im craving for KFC chicken alrdy!