Earwax : Memori Cinta Luka - Naser Wahab

I feel so sick, lonely n isolated today. I noe u mus b wondering wth m i doin at home on a bloody saturday. 25th just seems to b so so far away. No im nt celebrating xmas.. Im jz waitin for Raul to cum bck from holidays with his family. He went to Penang n Perak with his family since last friday. He did ring me up n sms me evri night bt still tt is nt sufficient especially wen im really sick ryte nw.

Last wkend Raul & I were over at Nad's place cuz her parents were away in KL. So we decided to accompany her n aym at home. Evritink went well, we played monopoly n twister, had pizza delivery, banquet, cup noodles, tidbits and we watched Asian Idols and a couple of dvds. Aft we had a great tym together fer few nights with Fred's company, e fun was over on Tuesday. And tts wen I gt all feverish too. There's nothin mre tt Im afraid of ryte nw except for coughing. Each tym I cough, it felt as thou my throat gt cut by a razor or sth worse! e pain is unbearable okay, i tot i was gonna die or sth. I think its bcos of excessive smoking wen i was over at Nad's place bcos it all started with a really dry throat wen I woke up in e mrng. To smoke is e very last thing I wanna do nw.. picturing myself smoking while hving this bad throat is enuf to cause me mental torture alrdy.

Yeah Ive been hving sleepless nights due to my blocked nose n my dry itchy throat. I shud hv gone to e doc earlier if i had known tt im gettin worse lyk this. Sigh~

So aniways I watched National Treasures last night with Fred, Nad & Aym and Chal & Diah. Before tt we all accompany Aym n his parents to gt his new fone and he bought e fone I recommended him. Its O2 Zinc. And boy he is very damn happy with his new PDA! So nw lets c who else is getting themselves a PDA? =]

Im hungry now bt I dono wat my throat feel lyk having. I wonder where I cn purchase a campbell soup at this hour? I still am hoping tt sumone wud ask me out even at tis hour.