My boyfren is e sweetest ever. He gave me a snow globe with our picture inside and it says Im Sorry at e back along with Happy 5 yrs & 7 mths anniversary note.

You noe hw boyfriend always drive their gf up e wall bt aft a day later he's jz lyk e nicest person ever to walk on this planet earth.

For example, Raul always werk till v late n always cum bck in e wee hrs of mrng. So since it was our anni, i tried to surprise him and wished him bcos clearly, lyk i mention in previous entry, he sumtimes forget our special day. And being e impatient sort, I dun lyk waitin ard fer his calls. Aft e surprise call he wished me back n told me he wud call me bck as he alrdy finish werk n wanted to chge bck to his normal clothes. So I waited for abt 30 minutes n still no call. My temperature rise a little bt I kip it cool n call him bck only to hear female voices at e back. Okay I dun wanna b paranoid, I tried to kip an open mind abt e place he's workin at are full of girls who wears long skirt n has a very high slit jz lyk cheongsam. So I asked him, wat took him so long? And he said he was jz abt to take a cab bck home n told me he wud call me bck bcos he wanna talk to his fren!!! I dun mind if its on any other days bt hell, its our anni n i jz wan our 'couple talk' n nothin more and to me, he cn always tok to his frens sum other tym. Putting me on hold for very long isnt very nice bcos firstly I waited fer him to finish work (well i always waited, wich gf wud do tt) eventhou Im half sleepy noeing I shud wake up at 6am and secondly if he thinks lyk im bothering him frm e very beginning, e least he cud do is to msg me. I mean a simple msg only took abt 30 seconds for one to type and clearly, i shud b worth 30 seconds of his precious time ryte!

Another example is that he used to call or msg me while he's working or schling bt nw he doesnt seem to do that. All my friends kip sayin lyk c'mon we've been together for so long tt we shud noe each other damn well n there's no nid to msg all e tym to report strength. I din ask him to report strength to me bt for me, evritym a person msg me means he's thinkin abt me. I mean no matter hw busy u r, doesnt sumone lyk cross ur mind n u wanted to tell them u miss them? Its nt really a big deal bt ive noticed e change in hw he acts towards me as compared to our honeymoon period. You noe hw they say tt we girls will find a boyfren who will sumwhat hv qualities tt their fathers possess? I jz wanna instill this gd habit to my bf bcos my dad still call my mum everyday w/out fail while workin jz to check on her to ask wat shes doin. Bt everytym this happen I'd jz hv to calm myself down and reason wit myself abt hw we r really getting used to each other bt really, deep down it sucks bcos I miss those beautiful sparks I used to experience.

Everytym we argue, to him im jz an 'uncontrollable nagger' (if such word exist) bt y does he fail to c tt wat Im tryin to do is to improve our long term rlshp. And tts nt it, evrytym we argue, Raul hv this habit of turning e situation ard makin him e victim n makin me feel so guilty tt i shud make him feel better or he'd pretend evritink is fine wen he noes tt im very sad. It also irritates e hell out of me wen he thinks that im a mind reader. I cud go on n on bt im runnin out of tym as Im workin later.

But at e end of e day, I still adore him as much as I first do. I jz need to vent it out. I like it hw we ended up makin up with each other aft all e "fcukyous". Im constantly reminding myself to accept e fact tt we all hv failing so I shud b able to live wit his shortcomings jz lyk hw Ive been tolerating them for e past five yrs. So thanks fer readin n if u wanna share ur opinions, y not? Have a gd day.