Earwax : Lollipop (Remix) - Lil Wayne


Phone call over. Faiz will not be bookin out fer e next seven days. Yeah so i'll be crying.. really crying, wailing and sniffing without his presence around (haha im lying, mayb only wen i go to sleep). Im under the impression that I can manage without having him around bt deep down, Im kind of a downer, you noe bt i hv to keep reminding myself tt Im an independent girl. Ive been thinkin alot abt myself lately. Honestly I think I need to change - to start saving and not squander all my money on 'unessential stuff' lyk wat Faiz claim it to be - guys will never understand the art of shopping. I do believe tt if alcoholics can stop drinkin n nymphomaniacs can stop shagging, then shopaholics can bloody stop spending already but no, I cannot resist e temptation to buy new clothes and new bags and that worries my boyfriend a lot. Trust me, Faiz doesn't have a worry quota, he practically worries abt me all e time (which is act a good thing if you see it in a different way.. heh). The last few hours of us being together were spent with him busily calculating for my expenses and etc. One moment I told him I want to save money bt within seconds i'd b listing e things I wanna buy. He even brought this up "you noe you're an expensive girl", again for e second time. He really thinks i need help - "do you wan a financial planner?" Haha, he must be kidding, he is alrdy my financial planner now! I think Im e root of my own problem. Where will this lead to.. I have no idea.


Okay so I wanted to update abt my work progress and wat i've been up to as much as I can but I guess I can only do it once in awhile now cuz I am as busy as a bee! Im still tryin to adapt to the new workin environment - e new colleagues, e new system and so far I can take the work load. I can feel myself growing horizontally as well hahaha thats wat happen wen ure desk-bound and wen ure surrounded by people who kips munching on tidbits which I hardly have a choice to say no to watever tt has been offered :) Yupp, that pretty much sums it up. My eyes are really getting heavier now so before I hit e sheets, pictures frm Farah's-birthday-bestfriends-gathering as I din join them to Dbl O and pictures with love during the weekeds.