It hurts when I can't have something tt I want because I don't wanna hurt and dissappoint e people ard me. It hurts too wen you dun care abt my senstivity level which is getting higher than average. Doesnt hurt to ask since we both noe it wouldn't be that long before we noe it would be gone, y'noe.



There is always another way of looking at things. There is enough pressure on me alrdy. I noe somtimes I just do things and say things without makin conscious choices but tts wat most people are - do things with little curiousity or say things without thinkin of consequences. I admit I might be e most untrustworthy person you ever met but to be reminded abt e ones uve lost and thinkin tt i might b makin e same mistake is just sooo wrong. As if tt gonna help you heal, as if helpin to remind me wat uve been thru gonna make a diff. Wat about wat ive been thru? I never deny i do recall e happy times i ever had with fondness instead of tears but isnt all that a learning experience? I noe e message you tryin to send across and you feel safe enough to express ur rage because you care but sumtimes you have to look out for e perfect timing. Noeing e fact I had a hard day, why make it more worse for me?





Im felt much better wen you apologised. Though I hate e fact tt u said im e one who always flare up. Anger like a thunderstorm last night comes and go. But you have to control your temper. You get this mad because you love me, dun wanna lose me.. I noe baby, I noe.