My laptop crashed. Thousands of pictures and songs are now gone. I have a bad memory and pictures help to reel back my past of sweet and bitter memories. Now Im gonna grow old looking back at nothin. Nothin. FUCK.

Can my life not get any painful than this? Suddenly my whole world came crashing down. Ive nvr felt this fucked up bfore ever. Fucked up in life, yes evrione goes thru it. But to be fuckin up my life for a straight 1o months now, im speechless. Hell, im bloody joyless right now! I can't even lift up my head to face the people I love anymore. Im ashamed of myself. Seriously, someone shud just shoot me because my life is nothing bt a burden to my family.

If someone cud just hear out wat I gotta say abt evritink that had happened to me only in this year alone, that someone cud jolly well write a book of me with 800 pages I swear. Wen I look back, trust me when I said 2008 is just not a gd year for me, ever.