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Kill My Ego.

Posted by Lina Chiquita on Sunday, 23 November 2008 at 9:00 am |



Earwax : Let You Go - C Prian ft Julz


This heart is far too weak to carry on anymore. Things that you said while you were with me all along not only hurt me bt it gradually break me into pieces. Im hoping against hope that things will gt better. But come to think again, i no longer wanna hope or wish for a miracle to happen.. cuz evritym i do, you're just gonna take away my dream and burn it to e ground e nxt moment by saying e most mean-est things i ever wanna hear. I looked back and i wonder, hw much patience is still left in me - it seems that e well is running dry, very dry.


We all noe love does not come with a gurantee and we tend to be reckless wit each other's heart but tt doesnt mean we cant be thoughtful to each other. I noe e message you tryin to send across and you feel safe enough to express ur rage because you care but can i safely believe it is because you care that Im getting all this most of the time? Or has it become a habit to just get angry over anythin and evritink because it satisfy you that way?


I feel restricted. I can't jot down my feelings lyk hw I wish I cud. Because apparently, i need to consider abt people(s)' feelings so that I wont hurt them.. though its okay if people hurt me cuz no one gv a flying fuck abt me anyway. But look at wat ive become? Mentally disturbed - Im nt allowed to open my mouth and express to people abt hw sad im feeling. So im left with no options but to either be ignorant or to just cry in silence. I chose the latter.